“I had been a single mom for 6 years and was in the dating scene for a while. I had just broken up with a guy I was seeing for 3 months. I met him on a dating site – my soon to be Donald Trump Veto Tweet shirt, fiancé, husband, abuser, and soon to be ex-husband. Of course, in the beginning, everything was amazing! He was so great with my then 6-year-old daughter. I was head over heels in love, just like he was. We had a few arguments during the summer months. He would always blame the arguments on me, or if we were somewhere public, and we were drinking, he would try to blame it on that.
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I started crying instantly, and said, ‘Oh my God! Why did you slap me?’ As I was crying I saw a big rock behind him as he was trying to grab me to get me to calm down. This was when I thought he was going to kill me. I thought for sure he was going to throw me into the rock behind him. I managed to escape his grip, grabbed my wallet and pulled my license out and toss it. This all happened in a matter of Stich cream and balloons Mickey Mouse vacay mode shirt. I thought to myself, ‘If I toss my license and he threw me into the rock and killed me, someone might find my license and see I was there and maybe put it all together.’ Of course, he apologized and told me he loved me and didn’t mean it. He asked me to please forgive him. I did forgive him, and thought, ‘He won’t do it again, he loves me. He said he was sorry.’ His slap left marks on my face – this is when my lies started to protect him. I tried to cover it up with makeup and my mom happened to notice. I told her it was a bad itch from excessive scratching.
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During all of this I thought to myself, ‘I always said I would never be in an abusive relationship.’ Yet here I was, in an emotionally, physically, financially abusive relationship. He also tried to isolate me from my family. But I thought he loved me. I finally had a real family that I wanted. Shortly after we got back from our cruise we moved in together in a two bedroom Some grew up listening to prince the cool ones still do shirt. Thankfully it was in the same town I had lived in so my daughter didn’t have to change schools. Not only was I going through all of this, but my daughter was as well. She had never met her biological father and he was the only ‘father figure’ in her life.
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Once, he spanked her and I lost it. That was the only time he ever really put his hands on her. But he mentally and emotionally abused her. I tried so hard to protect her from him. Every day it was something new. One night we had a bad argument and I went into the bathroom to try and get away from him – he grabbed me by my throat and choked me and told me he was going to kill me. I told him to do it. I was so unhappy but too scared to leave or do anything about I’m a simple woman sunshine elephants paw dogs shirt. I would come home from work and worry about what kind of mood he would be in, and what would happen. Most of the time he would pick Emma up from school, and I would get home at 5 pm. So many times during the day there would be angry texts back and forth.
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He would tell me what a piece of shit I was and would tell me it was my fault. I knew I had to leave but I was too scared still and he would always tell me he was sorry and would change. There was a time we were at his friends’ house in New Jersey, and we were having fun, drinking and we got a little too drunk. We went up to bed and he started yelling at me about how I was on my phone too much. I kept checking my phone to make sure Game Of Thrones Inspired baby is coming shirt was ok. Before I knew it he came towards me, grabs my hand and bent my fingers back. I screamed in pain as I felt them crack and thought for sure he had broken my fingers.
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I took a swing at him and hit him back. Again I got the same apology and I lied for him. I said I had drunk too much and fell down the stairs. I put my hand back to catch my fall and my hand missed grabbing the stairs. The feeling of constant fear and sadness was We are the Harry Potter Generation shirt, daily! I wanted out and I didn’t know how to get out. I was scared to go back home, even though I knew my Mom would welcome Emma and I back home with open arms. But I still wanted that family and thought I will have it with him.
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He told me we would have a child together once we are married. Two and a half years into our relationship we started to plan our wedding. Deep down I knew it wasn’t going to last but I really didn’t want to believe it. During this time he had isolated me from my family and I really hated him for it. I missed my Iron Maiden Bruce Dickinson Steve Harris Janick Gers Dave Murray Adrian Smith Nicko McBrain Shirt, brother, cousins, aunts, and uncles. I missed being so close to them. I grew up in a very close-knit family and I was one of seventeen cousins – we were all so close. I was pulled away from them. I was and felt all alone, and would cry every night.
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I kept a lot of this to myself. I was too scared to tell anyone including my mom, brother, and best friend. It was so hard to keep this big secret from her and it hurt deep down to do it. My heart constantly ached. There were so many people I didn’t have in my life. A big part of it was because I allowed him to pull me away. I was so Bohemian Rhapsody Freddie Mercury Roger Taylor John Deacon Brian May Signature shirt. There were times I thought I was better off dead than being with him – I told him this. The one reason I would never do anything was because of my beautiful daughter Emma who needed me. She was my reason to live – and why I am still alive!
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During this period, we had a big fight at one of my cousins’ weddings and we broke up there. After that, I was texting with him for the next few days and decided to get back together with him. This is when my mom tried to take Emma from me, which I know was for our protection, but at the time I was angry. I fought for my daughter and I fought for my relationship with my fiancé. I was back and forth in court against my mom – she got visitation rights with Native American Chieftain shirt. Eventually, my relationship with my mom did become better. She eventually started to talk to my then fiancé. I still wasn’t talking to a lot of my family including my brother as I continued to plan my wedding. As it got closer my mom asked me to speak with my brother and I did and invited him to the wedding.
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