“It was August 10, 2013, when I first met Darren. I had just gone through a really bad breakup, which attracted him to me even more. We met in the evening at our city’s waterfront after reconnecting on Plenty of Fish, an online dating Nipsey Hussle rest in power king 1985-2019 shirt. I hadn’t seen him since high school. He was a big guy, roughly 6 feet and 300 pounds. Just my type. He was wearing a black hoodie, shorts, and his classic black and white Reebok zigzag runners. We walked around for about two hours, talking and checking out the new additions to the marina. Later on in the night, we went to Boston Pizza and shared some nachos before calling it a night.
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I was instantly in love with his hazel eyes. He had a huge smile and a loud, bellowing laugh. His hair was cropped extremely short and his face was scruffy. I’m not one to claim love at first sight, but, for me, it really was. My attraction to him was 100% Rapper Nipsey Hussle having strong anemies a blessing 1985-2019 shirt. He was always incredibly kind and doting on me. Anything I needed, it was mine. At the time, I didn’t know he was grooming me.
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Darren bought me flowers and gave me his undivided attention. I moved in with him in March of 2015. This is when my life changed Sunflower cute but psycho shirt. I was pregnant with my son Logan and had already had one boy named Bishop. I had no money to my name and nowhere to go. I didn’t only want Darren. I felt I NEEDED him. Today, I’m highly convinced it was his plan all along. Things were rocky almost instantly.
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At first, he was patient and slow, like a lion stalking its prey. He started being passive aggressive towards me whenever I’d try to communicate with the father of my boys, although we had only been strictly talking about normal co-parenting stuff like school Best friends for life Name and Name boy and cat shirt. It was mild at first and I thought it would go away. But it didn’t. Then, quickly, Darren started becoming possessive. I wasn’t allowed to communicate with my previous partner at all. ‘Your father is toxic. You can’t see him either,’ he told me. To him, everyone was toxic. I didn’t even get to see my grandma while she deteriorated from Alzheimer’s.
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He made sure to keep me around him and BUSY at all times. It got to the point where I didn’t want to talk to my family and friends because I wanted to avoid fights. I quickly lost all of my friends and the few family members I was in contact with. He never had a problem with my babies. It was only with the people of my past. The control was Snoopy Woodstock and Schroeder take me out to the ball game shirt. I was his. Between March and August, I tried to leave a few times. He was possessive, controlling, and both verbally and emotionally abusive. If I was on my phone, he was angry. If I wasn’t, he’d accuse me of hiding something. When I was gone or asleep, he was sneakily stealing it and reading all of my conversations behind my back. There was absolutely NO winning at all.
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He’d make me cry a lot. I was called every name in the book. Whenever I cried, he’d look at me and say, ‘You’re worthless.’ Then he’d comfort me and apologize. Next thing I knew, he was laughing in my face. The cycle was endless. I remember thinking to Bonus Mom I’ll be there for you shirt, ‘There’s no way I can get out of this.’ I thought suicide was my only way out. I attempted to move in with my father, but he had a lot on his plate and it wasn’t working out. Next, I tried to move into an apartment, but the rent was extremely high. Darren slowly made his way back into my life again. He started showing up at my job. I worked construction and he didn’t like that I was working with men. He kept bringing me lunch and making repairs on my van while I was gone at work.
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I moved back in with him in mid-august. I fell into his trap of apologies, acts of ‘kindness’, and excuses. During this time, I became pregnant with his baby even though we were always super careful. I was Being a dad is an honor being a papa is priceless vintage sunset shirt, I was broken, I was sad. I couldn’t show on the outside that I was upset. I couldn’t dare insult him by being scared to bare his child. I was afraid of the consequences if I did. Part of me considered getting an abortion. I even made the appointment but couldn’t go through with it. In the back of my mind I thought, ‘Maybe he’ll won’t be so bad anymore now that I’m pregnant.’ But little did I know, it would hit a whole new level of terrifying.
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In September of 2015, he physically assaulted me for the first time. He was mad at me, as usual. I can’t remember what he was upset about this time. It could have been something as simple as me being late. He got mad at all sorts of things. Me not giving details of every single minute of my day, and I mean minute to Tats and cats tattoo shirt. If a dollar was missing from my bank account. Other times it was because I went to the bathroom with my phone, forgot something on the grocery list, or wasn’t giving him enough attention. If he drove by my job and saw that my vehicle was missing while I was out to lunch with work friends.
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He began yelling at me and I yelled back. Then I left to go to the bedroom, wanting to remove myself from the situation. But he followed me in. He screamed within an inch of my face, grabbed me by the neck, and slammed me onto the bed and left. I left him… I love someone with autism to the moon and back to infinity and beyond shirt. I tried charging him, but the officer I spoke to called Darren and he made himself the victim. He was always good at that. He told him, ‘She punched me and then I pushed her away in self-defense.’ My photo evidence and obvious shock proved insufficient to indict him.
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I began couch surfing. I was pregnant, stressed, and trying my hardest to keep up with my twelve-hour work day and two boys. I started at Brad and Emma’s and then moved on to my dad. Unfortunately, the Grandmacorn like a normal grandma only more awesome shirt who lived below us was a chain-smoker and threw loud parties. It was no place for the health of my children. I wanted to go to a shelter, but Darren showed up, begging for forgiveness.
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He started crying. He told me, ‘My father was abusive and I’m so sorry I’ve acted the same way!’ He told me it wasn’t his fault and he was going to start anger management classes and counseling. ‘I’ll even look into being diagnosed. I think I’m a manic Led Zeppelin Motley Crue guitar shirt.’ To women who haven’t experienced abuse before, you may not understand how men like these become an addiction. They trap you in a cycle and you’ll do almost anything to get back the ‘good’ man you thought you fell in love with. So, in December of 2015, I took him back.
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Just one month later, in January of 2016, he grabbed my hair and pulled me to the ground. My body went completely numb. He told me he was going to kill me. ‘I’m just waiting for our daughter to be born,’ he said. Part of me just wanted him to finally do it. I wanted the pain and suffering to end. In March of 2016, he berated me and T-Rex Don’t mess with Papasaurus you’ll get Jurasskicked shirt. We were standing in our local dollar store when he asked, ‘Do you have the five dollars I gave you earlier?’ I shook my head to say no. ‘It’s in the truck. I’ll go get it.’ But rather than allowing me to, he began to lose it. He shouted, ‘You’re a thief!’ Everyone turned their heads and looked at me with shame in their eyes.
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