He didn’t like how shaken I was when I got home. So, he sat up in bed and choke slammed me into the wall. He placed all of his weight on my eye socket with his giant fist. Then he grabbed my hair and jerked it back onto the bed. When I tried to Nipsey Hussle rest in power king 1985-2019 shirt, he stuck his fingers down my throat in an attempt to choke me, but I bit him. I vividly remember picking skin out of my teeth.
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By this point, he grabbed me by the throat and threw me onto the floor. My brain began to blur and I partially blacked out. I just remember him ripping my entire shirt off of my body. I was in pain and screamed for him to stop. I curled into a ball, trying to protect my baby girl from his blows. Eventually, he kicked me out and refused to give me the car Rapper Nipsey Hussle having strong anemies a blessing 1985-2019 shirt. I managed to grab my phone and quickly throw on some clothes before running out into the Canadian winter at midnight. I had nothing else with me.
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I called friends to come get me and take me to the hospital. Because of my poor experience with the police, I didn’t even want to attempt to charge him. I knew I was going to, but I just needed more time. I pleaded with the doctors. ‘Sunflower cute but psycho shirt, don’t call the police! Just take pictures.’ I had a black eye, a gash on my back, and bruises everywhere. But, here’s the terrifying part: I knew I had to go back to him to buy myself some more time to figure out what to do. I needed a plan. Three days later, I called him. ‘Can you come pick me up?’ When we got home, the first thing he did was point out my black eye. I opened the truck door, sore, bandaged, and broken when he said, ‘Wow, that looks pretty rough.’
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He was mad at me all night because I wouldn’t talk to him. I began reflecting deeply about my past. Before all of this, I was warned about Darren by a girl named Natasha who had previously dated him. I hadn’t believed her. I remember telling her, ‘You’re crazy and a liar.’ I wasn’t willing to give up my image of him, even before we were dating. Desperate and Best friends for life Name and Name boy and cat shirt, I messaged Natasha that night and apologized for not believing her story. I was so broken remembering the words I had said to her. I’ll never forget what she did next. I was nothing to her. I was nobody. I had accused her of lying. We had nothing in common but our abuser. When I told her about what happened to me, she immediately said, ‘Come stay with me.’
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It was April 12 when we organized my escape. Natasha, her mom, her dad, and me showed up to Darren’s house while he was at work. Natasha came inside with me. She was Snoopy Woodstock and Schroeder take me out to the ball game shirt but put on a brave face for me. We barged into the house with garbage bags and took everything we could fit into our cars. My boys’ clothes, toys, and beds. We took what little of my clothes, shoes, makeup, and hair products we could. Then we all drove out to her parents’ house an hour away.
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Once I was semi-settled and safe, we went to the police station to get help. He was arrested and pleaded guilty, only to save himself from getting more severe repercussions. He got no jail time. The Canadian justice system is questionable at best. The girl who saved my life has been my best friend for three years. She is my rock. When I first began living with Bonus Mom I’ll be there for you shirt parents, she was initially distant. She was reliving all of her horrors through me. She didn’t know how involved she wanted to be because I was carrying our abuser’s baby. I would always have that link to him.
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But conversations over time became easier and easier. When I was given the right to go back to the house, she’d help me get groceries and clean. She’d even come and sit on the couch SHE had picked out when she was with Darren and comfort me. On April 23, 2016, I gave birth to my beautiful daughter. Darren wasn’t allowed there due to the protection Being a dad is an honor being a papa is priceless vintage sunset shirt. Natasha showed up when I was in labor and held my hand through it. She cheered me on and cried with me, for me. She was the first person to hold my baby girl, Alora. Over time, she developed a deep love for her. She no longer sees her as Darren’s child. She see’s Alora as Alora.
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I have my own home, a new paid off vehicle, and I am planning on going to school soon. I am still in court fighting for full custody, but I have faith that it will all be okay. I am doing everything in my power, even though I can’t control the system. I learned that the hard way. I’ve also learned to see the silver lining in all of this. Without him, I Tats and cats tattoo shirt have my best friend. I wouldn’t have my daughter. They’ve brightened my life. I am currently in the process of charging him again. This month, he is going to plead guilty to another assault I sustained while living with him. But, here’s the kicker: I’m happy. I’m free. I’m not dead.
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We talk from sun up until sun down almost every single day. Last summer, I surprised her with tickets to a Taylor Swift concert. It was a ‘thank you for saving my life’ I love someone with autism to the moon and back to infinity and beyond shirt. She is a person who always puts others ahead of herself. She is completely selfless and never asks for anything in return. We are both survivors of the same monster. I love her so much and I can’t imagine my life without her.
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Lots of people doubt my story. I used to Grandmacorn like a normal grandma only more awesome shirt, until I realized they can only see the same Darren I fell in love with. I can’t blame them for being ignorant. He is a monster in hiding. Abuse is so common that it’s terrifying. But you CAN get out. Reach out to your local shelters and police. I didn’t think I was going to get out alive. It’s scary to imagine myself at one point accepting my fate, completely numb and no longer caring if I lived or died.
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During the custody battle, I got into an elevator with another woman. I had overheard her crying in the hall. She was going through something similar. She was a mom, broken, fighting tooth and nail for her child. When she walked into that elevator, I grabbed her and hugged her tight. She held me back and just cried uncontrollably. I cried Led Zeppelin Motley Crue guitar shirt. I felt her pain on every single level. Before we parted ways, she looked at me and said, ‘Thank you.’ “I was in my closet (my go-to place when things get hard for me), curled up in a ball, sobbing. Not just sobbing, it was this sound I didn’t know I could even make. I was wailing. I lost all control of my thoughts, emotions, and physical body. One word raced through my mind, tormenting me, ‘why?’
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I had a good life. I just gave birth to my second daughter and my oldest just turned three. I loved being their Mama! I was the kind of woman that gave everything for her family and put myself in T-Rex Don’t mess with Papasaurus you’ll get Jurasskicked shirt place or just completely ignored my own needs. Cook three meals a day, clean, walk the dog, set up playdates, teach ABCs, encourage my husband, listen to Kidz Bop and enjoy it more than the kids, full-time mom and wife. I loved it, my whole day was purposeful! I really loved this precious time with my girls.
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